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Postcards From Hardly Anywhere

by A Tape Collage For Eloise

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1.
#1 01:17
2.
They came like that; in boxes with ribbons and bows All my feelings buried under the snow Fade like a memory of childhood shoes Who'd have thought the first mutant I'd love would be you So forget me But Freyia I won't forget you You broke the world in two And out poured teeth and words and stars and I was new Fade like a memory of childhood shoes Who'd have thought your sweet song could spell my doom Bring photographs and cassettes to the funeral And plant them in the frozen soil So forget me But Freyia I won't forget you You broke the world in two And in fell butterflies and bright blue skies and I was new
3.
That is not me, that is not my heart That is not the awkward life I strove to pull apart Follow Michaels voice into the dark And carefully avoid the eyes of friends you never had Emaciated men forage in the junk Try to find just anything to fill their bodies up A septic plume of cloud, the grey goes on and on And a rain that's broken children crying all night long To think I could be right that when you looked in my eyes There was something there: a self aware assurance of a life But now the mirror boy just laughs, he is spiteful, he is sad He is telling me that David's gone and he's not coming back
4.
Blame 04:35
Imperfect perfect Little fabulous object Unnervingly nervous Can't cope on your own Collapsing building So tragically soothing So come on claim him He's weak and alone (Exasperated Moses Pull these constant poses A magazine baby all dotted in ink) A little too perfect Forgotten and worthless If the ghosts are all dancing Don't stand on their feet All pallid and perverted Contained and deserted He's no one to blame but himself Oh well! Imperfect perfect Little fabulous object Unnervingly nervous Awake and alone
5.
No one even knows that Joan Marie is dead The snowdrift covered up her gentle form Darkness finally gone from in her broken head Promise me you're somewhere safe and warm No one even cares that Joan Marie is dead The snowdrift covered up her tiny bones Darkness finally gone from in her broken head God I hope you'll stay out of the cold
6.
Had I known it was just a dream at the time I would never have crept up those winding stairs clutching the trunk tight to my chest I reached the light-room and unlatched the doors which snapped open in the reckless winds the ocean there beyond swelling with malice A salty haze rose from the rocks far below and I lifted the trunk letting its lid fall open and watched as a dozen colourful butterflies uncrumpled and took flight Your old clothes just for a second then falling into the sea.
7.
Feu de Joie 02:43
Oh would you watch me as I burn? Slow lover, faded in our terms If the autumn has taken back your little sack of lies I'm happy for you I swear and I hope you're happy that I won't cry You were sick all over the carpet in the dining room And I held your head and held your heart Well the snow has made it's mark on this little harbour town The seagulls shriek their raucous songs The kind you used to frown upon Let me get your old things and watch them as they burn I will hide your body in the springtime In the ferns
8.
I'll always wait for you I'll always wait for you I'll always wait for you
9.
18th Summer 04:13
There were days at Luke and Catherine's When the sun would never set And this acne scarred embarrassment Could have some meaning yet When we crept into the night time And you lit your cigarette I looked into those bad eyes And I had some meaning Yeah you, you seemed so young then I dare not recall I lay dissected on the slab They are pulling out my insides Right before my eyes And the gory scene I've painted Has no meaning now And I am a fool for staring At things that are long gone Like the distance makes them better Then for further things I long And I look into that mirror And I can't remember how I once believed I'd become Something that would glow From just trying to make them proud

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Born from the amalgamation of the first two A Tape Collage For Eloise EP's which were both pretty much recorded around the same time anyway (though a few songs go back even further). These songs were primarily made in the dusty bedroom of a terrace house, recording on a version of Audacity which is well over a decade old as well as a variety of antiquated and barely functioning tape machines. When I listen to this now it makes me think of walking around the industrial estate on those first frosty days of winter.

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released December 24, 2010

All songs badly written, clumsily composed, dreadfully recorded and improperly mixed by A Tape Collage For Eloise although "#1" features someone else's music box recorded to Dictaphone in a cold house in Manchester.

"Childhood Shoes" features the lovely voice of a girl named Freyia and "My Heart is Broken For You" features my mum wondering why she's reading part of a weird story I wrote.

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Scarborough based lo-fi recording project.

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